Monday, February 13, 2012


... God of the sky, who was addressed as Father Sky or shining Father...

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From: Abey Mathew [mailto:abeysmail@gmail.com]
Sent: Sunday, February 12, 2012 23:35
To: Jean Mathew
Subject: Words of comfort and Hope fro Sadhu
Dear Brother Jean,
Writing this in the hope that you have enough energy and easy access to your email.

I have spent much time today and past several day.. going through your thoughts and photos..
Shared with my family and Sunday school class, church and some fellow believers.

We've been praying for you fervently - in personal, family, fellowship and Church prayer time..
There is no doubt that , God's Glory is revealed and lifted up through your life until this moment in ways we did not imagine.
And we can be assured , His Glory will be multiplied will be multiplied in the coming days .
Though the ways and pace are unknown to us, the final result we are very sure.. Complete Absolute Healing,


There is nothing to add to what you have written, picked and quoted elsewhere in last several weeks and months..
I regret that I did not take time to have dedicated conversation times and exchanges with you.. It would have enriched me much..

The validity and verification of faith and trust.. by someone who goes through trials is very different from the majority of us..
Let me paste some lines from those have known such experiences and expressed their trust and hope in such times..

Like a river glorious, is God’s perfect peace,
Over all victorious, in its bright increase;
Perfect, yet it floweth, fuller every day,
Perfect, yet it groweth, deeper all the way.
Stayed upon Jehovah, hearts are fully blest
Finding, as He promised, perfect peace and rest.
Every joy or trial falleth from above,
Traced upon our dial by the Sun of Love;
We may trust Him fully all for us to do.
They who trust Him wholly find Him wholly true
.

എന്റെ ദൈവം മഹത്വത്തിദ്രവാനായി ജീവിക്കുമ്പോ
സാധു ഞാനീ ക്ഷോണിതന്നിക്ലേശിപ്പാൻ-
ഏതും കാര്യമില്ലെന്നെന്റെയുള്ളം ചൊല്ലുന്നു

വൈഷമ്യമുള്ളേതു കുന്നും കരകേറി നടകൊള്വാ
രക്ഷകനെകാലുകക്കു് വേഗമായ് തീന്നെ
പാതയിഞാമാനിനെപ്പോലോടിടും

ആരുമെനിക്കില്ലെന്നോ ഞാഏകനായി തീന്നുവെന്നോ
മാനസത്തിലാധിപൂണ്ടു ഖേദിപ്പാ
സാധു അന്ധനായി തീർ‌ന്നിടല്ലേ ദൈവമേ

എന്റെ നിത്യ സ്നേഹിതന്മാദൈവദൂതസംഘമത്രേ
ഇപ്പോളവദൈവമുമ്പിസേവയാം
എന്നെ കാവചെയ്തു ശുശ്രൂഷിപ്പാവന്നീടും


ദുഃഖിതനായ് ഓടിപ്പോയ് ഞാമരുഭൂവികിടന്നാലും
എന്നെയോർ‌ത്തു ദൈവദൂതവന്നീടും
ഏറ്റം സ്നേഹചൂടോടപ്പവുമായ് വന്നീടും


നാളെയെക്കൊണ്ടെമനസ്സിലവലേശം ഭാരമില്ല
ഓരോ നാളും ദൈവമെന്നെ പോറ്റുന്നു
തന്റെ കൈകളിഞാദിനം തോറും ചാരുന്നു

കാക്കകളെ വിചാരിപ്പിവിതയില്ല കൊയ്ത്തുമില്ല
ദൈവം അവയ്ക്കായ് വേണ്ടതേകുന്നു
ലില്ലി പുഷ്പങ്ങക്കുമവശോഭ കുന്നു

പത്മോസ് ദ്വീപിഏകനായ് ഞാവസിച്ചാലും ഭയമില്ല
സ്വഗ്ഗം തുറന്നെന്റെ പ്രിയവന്നീടും
മഹാദശനത്താവിവശനായ്ത്തീരും ഞാ

ഹാ! മഹേശാ! കരുണേശാ! പൊന്നുതാതാ! നീയെനിക്കായ്
വേണ്ടതെല്ലാം ദയ തോന്നി കുമ്പോ
എന്റെ ദേഹി വൃഥാ കലങ്ങുന്നതെന്തിനായ്

...With brotherly love and earnest prayers

Abey
( STECI- Queens Parish, NY )


(PRAYER)

Lord … God …

These are the little things that we can do in our life for others ; as a return for what all God has done to all of us...

What We Believe - Trust

Jesus Christ, 

Father God, give us ears to hear Your promptings to intercede and the will to obey.

Amen.

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Dreams 48hr – 20Fri (00:00hr) – 22Sun (06:45hr)

[God + Human + Brain + My Dreams ] (ask Amma - mom)

2012 Jan……..01-03..04-14…15-19…20..23…

My BLEED’s Dreams  : Praxis tasks, fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities... Automatics, numbers, days, months, singing, dysfluency and expressive language skills ... well as well as the worsening of the speech difficulties…
Sort , Common missing , Dizziness and  Dreams + Real
Aphasia Loss of language
Apraxia Lost of praxis motor planning
Antonia Loss of names
Coediting automatics opposites sequence…123/mon-tue-wed/jan-feb-mar etc..
Nothing Will Be Impossible (Luke 1:37)


o    Start 10:30pm 23/jan/2012, now
o    now 11:20
o    now 11:45 edit - start type…
o    now 24/jan/2012 02:30…
o    End



Sun 1/1/2012 02:50 AM… events ….

Jan 1: ER CDH MRI (Called)

ü  1 Jan 0250 Mail
o    Girsh
o    John L Villano
o    Marko
o    Annie
o    Acha 640p
o    Jeethu 7p
ü  Call
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  1 Jan : PAIN – 3 pill day Vicodin
ü  2 Jan : PAIN – 1 pill day Vicodin
ü   
ü   



Jan 3: ER UIC MRI

ü  3Jan 0700 Mail
ü  No email…
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Nitesh
ü  3 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin

subdural collection with reduced contrast enhancement with focal areas of cavitations that also appear to decreased in size. These effects may be due to the Avastin. Edema surrounding the surgical bed shows interval worsening with increasing mass effect an adjacent structures. Concern in raised that this increased edema may be producing the mass effect causing pain on the adjacent dura as well as well as the worsening of the speech difficulties…

 

MRI Report: 01/03/2012 , 12/01/2011 and dating back to 03/01/2008 ...

Multiple resections 19 Mar 2008, 19 Aug 2010 … Left front parietal craniotomy

Glioblastoma 3rd and Astrocytoma 1st / 2nd Anaplastic (Malignant, High Grade, III)

Now 3 cycles Avastin (8 Dec 2011)



Jan 4-14
ü  8Jan 0800 Mail
o    ProCure (CDH Proton)
o    Inna (NorthShore)
o    Jiss 1/11
o    Anns
ü  4 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin
ü  5 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü   
ü  6 Jan : PAIN – 3-4 pill days Vicodin
ü  7 Jan : NO PAIN
ü  8 Jan : PAIN – 4 pill days Vicodin
ü  9 Jan : PAIN – 2 pill days Vicodin
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  10 Jan : PAIN – 1 pill days Vicodin
ü  11 Jan : PAIN – 2 pill days Vicodin
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  12 Jan : PAIN – 4 pill days Vicodin

Dr. Ayers office called and I have set up an appointment to see him on Friday January 27th @ CDH. I will have my next Avastin treatment at UIC on January 25th 2011. After I see Dr. Ayers on the 27th Jay 2011, they will set up my Avastin treatment at CDH Cancer Center.


ü  13 Jan : PAIN – 2 pill days Vicodin
ü  13Jan : DEXAMETHASONE – 13Jan 6pm …
ü  14 Jan : NO PAIN
ü   


Jan 15-19
ü  15Jan 0250 Mail
o    Shyam
o    11am - Medical Details 2012 -16Jan – Inna, John, Soma
o     
o    16Jan 2p, - Acha – George & Me (mail)
o    18Jan Jeby – car
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  15Jan NO PAIN
ü  16Jan NO PAIN

Met with Dr. Sweeney at CDH ProtonCure. Mock session and marking the site for radiation therapy on Mon 23’ Jan for ProCure Proton Therapy. They are trying to get approval from my insurance for the proton therapy. The financial advisor stated that all information has been submitted to my insurance today (Jan 19th - Jocelin – 630-821-6384) and it should take 1-2 weeks before I hear anything from them. My insurance is out of network and they are trying to get approval for in network and that is why it is taking time for approval.


ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  17Jan NO PAIN, SEIZURES 2am, 3-5min, 1.0mg , ASTHMA - 6-5 puff
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    Elsie
ü  18Jan NO PAIN, SEIZURES 2am, 3-5min, 1.0mg , ASTHMA - 4-5 puff

Yesterday and today morning have wheezing & difficulty breathing... I have seizure 17 Jan'11 - last 5 min. I take Lorazepam 1 mg. Yesterday and today i try buttoning, putting on watches, week right.


I met Dr. Herbert Engelhard, University of Illinois Hospital in Chicago and have been approved trial case. NovoCure "Novo TTF" (TTF stands for "tumor-treating fields"). NovoCure training session will be on Thursday January 26th. An MRI will be done for the trial every 2 month at UIC.



ü  19Jan NO PAIN, SEIZURES 2am, 3-5min, 0.5mg, ASTHMA - 2 puff…

 

Saw Andria Baumgartner- Speech Language Pathologist (CDH): Recommends skill therapy services- to focus on fill in sentences for word recall, and increase expressive language skill. She will fax you the notes from my visit. – Praxis tasks, buttoning, putting on watches, and fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities. Activity work: automatics, numbers, days, months, singing.

Goal: progressing and improvement and phoneme cues, less dysfluency.

Plan: focus on automatics, fill in sentences for work recall, breath support to show rate, and increase expressive language skills.


Jun 20  : Dreams? 11pm to 4am morning? Musical like ... Renaissance! Awake. or read meditation ... or "God healing words spokes through His word".

ü  Mail
o     Shyam – CD and Med Rec
o    Elsie
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
ü  20Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA

----
(Friend CC)
I SEND that email…
My Friends Mail Attn…
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Jan 21-22 ...
ü  Mail
o    Shyam
o    Nitesh
o    Elsie
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  21Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü  22Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü  8 to 1 pm : PRAYER, Read, Music 
ü  11:45 amma…
ü  11:30 ... sleepless 
ü  1am -5am: PRAYER, Read, Music 
ü  10:10 pm u+
ü   

NO PAIN, NO SEIZURES,
NO ASTHMA - HAPPY ... 2HR NAP [1-3PM] SOUND :-)

22Jan:
ü  Mail
o     Elsie
o     
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o    George
o    Nitesh
ü   
ü  22Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü  300 pm :-) Sound nap
ü  800 pm … Music 
ü   
ü  200 am :) PRAYER, Read, Music 
ü  3:00 u+ ... Amma...
ü  2:00 Amma ... 
ü  1:10 u+
ü  Nap
ü  06:45 – Photo – Cat
ü  06:50 - Lynda Blue , mail – I call –
ü  07:20 - Church

Luke 1:37 ... I fell strong :) ... God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!
God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!

23Jan: Green Flag :) just came home ... Insurance say "OK" ... Mock session and marking done.

ü  Mail
o     Shyam
o     
ü  Call
o    Shyam
o     
ü   
ü  23Jan NO PAIN , NO SEIZURES,  NO ASTHMA
ü   
ü  3:00 u+ ... Amma...
ü  2:00 Amma ... 
ü  1:10 u+  
ü   
ü  0800pm: Nap (prayer , Amma+ Uncle + Aunty +ME)
ü  I tired…
ü  1035pm: watch time


  • Praying With Confidence – 2012 Jan 25
  • 1.    Praying
  • 2.    Edit Photo
  • 3.    Nap
  • 4.    Call to Dad & Mom Family…
  • 5.    Breakfast
  • 6.    Mom and Ucpe
  • 7.    Call my friends Shaym, Jiss, Kaur, Binta(miss), Anns(miss), Merig(voice), ,   – to UIC way
  • 8.    SP- UIC
  • 9.    UIC – Report Med Rec
  • 10.  Last Infusion Chemotherapy Avastin @ UIC Oncology Center ...Move to CDH
  • 11.  CH star
  • 12.  Stated
  • 13.  I nap – 2 hr
  • 14.  Neurosurgery – ne/dr see my see
  • 15.  Dr appt – Avatin .. 4 clycs … Pray !
  • 16.  Oncology - dr/nr see my see
  • 17.  Uncle drive
  • 18.  1 hr nap
  • 19.  Call to Dad
  • 20.  Ca my Sis
  • 21.  CVS
  • 22.  Annie call and home
  • 23.  Kid & Aunt
  • 24.  I nap
  • 25.  Diner
  • 26.  My Blog J
  • 27.  Pray
  • 28.  Good Day
Dream or Real: Awesome day...

Chemotherapy Avastin (CDH) + Novocure (clinical trial -UIC) + ProCure & Chemotherapy TMZ (ProCure CDH)

Praxis tasks, fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities... Automatics, numbers, days, months, singing, dysfluency and expressive language skills ...
             
Sort , Common missing , Dizziness and
Aphasia
Loss of language
Apraxia
Lost of praxis motor planning
Antonia
Loss of names
Coediting automatics opposites sequence
123/mon-tue-wed/jan-feb-mar etc..
Dream or Real : Awesome day...

Nothing Will Be Impossible (Luke 1:37)


Jen 20 : Dreams? 11pm to 4am morning? Musical like ... Renaissance! Awake. or read meditation ... or "God healing words spokes through His word".

Last 5 days ... seizures, pain, asthma...
 
Jan 21-22 ...
no pain, no seizures - happy ... 2hr nap [1-3pm] sound :-)

Luke 1:37 ... I fell strong :) ... God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!

God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!

... no pain, no seizures - happy ... 2hr nap [1-3pm] sound :-)

23Jan: Green Flag :) just came home ... Insurance say "OK" ... Mock session and marking done.

 Infusion Chemotherapy Avastin @ UIC Oncology Center ...
Dr.John and team .. 4Year ...!  Neurosurgery team nurse…


 

Luke 1:37 ... I fell strong :) ... God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!

Wednesday January 25, 2012

Praying With Confidence

Lord … God …

These are the little things that we can do in our life for others ; as a return for what all God has done to all of us...

What We Believe - Trust

Jesus Christ,  Father God, give us ears to hear Your promptings to intercede and the will to obey. Amen.

Amen


Chemotherapy Avastin (CDH) + Novocure (clinical trial -UIC) + ProCure & Chemotherapy TMZ (ProCure CDH)

Praxis tasks, fine motor skills, and less word finding abilities... Automatics, numbers, days, months, singing, dysfluency and expressive language skills ... Sort , Common missing , Dizziness and Coediting automatics opposites sequence

123/mon-tue-wed/jan-feb-mar etc…


Nothing Will Be Impossible!

Luke 1:37 For with God nothing shall be impossible.

... I fell strong :) ...

God's Healing Words Spoken Through His Word ... Amen!

Do not be afraid - I am with you! (Isaiah 43.1-5)

I am prayer for U ...Upholding you in the everlasting arms of a God for whom all things are possible.

So ... sure 100% ....



233 Hillandale Dr. Bloomingdale, IL 60108 ,United States of America
630-363-4743
JEAN MATHEW 06/06/1981

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  2. Jean Mathew ἑξακόσιο -> 1 MAR 2008

    C 3 x 6 = 18 K 11 x 6 = 66 W 23 x 6 = 138 & O 15 x 6 = 90 I 9 x 6 = 54 I 9 x
    6 = 54 & M 13 x 6 = 78 S 19 x 6 = 114 T 20 x 6 = 120 & P 16 x 6 = 96 S 19 x
    6 = 114 C 3 x 6 = 18 & U 21 x 6 = 126 I 9 x 6 = 54 H 8 x 6 = 48 U T 20 x 6 =
    120 N 14 x 6 = 84 C 3 x 6 = 18 & & E 5 x 6 = 30 G 7 x 6 = 42 R 18 x 6 = 108
    & R 18 x 6 = 108 E 5 x 6 = 30 A 1 x 6 =>>> R 18 x 6 = 108 F 6 x 6 = >>> T 18
    x 6 = 120 >>>><<<< 250000^250000'250000~15625000,000000000 D.no = 777

    χξς:17καὶ ἵνα μή τις δύνηται ἀγοράσαι ἢ πωλῆσαι εἰ μὴ ὁ ἔχων τὸ χάραγμα, τὸ
    ὄνομα τοῦ θηρίου ἢ τὸν ἀριθμὸν τοῦ ὀνόματος αὐτοῦ. 18Ὧδε ἡ σοφία ἐστίν• ὁ
    ἔχων τὸν νοῦν ψηφισάτω τὸν ἀριθμὸν τοῦ θηρίου• ἀριθμὸς γὰρ ἀνθρώπου ἐστί•
    καὶ ὁ ἀριθμὸς αὐτοῦ χξϛʹ.

    (1+2+3+4+5+6...+36 = 66? B'day =666 * 6/6/1981 @ 29/Feb/2012 ... >
    2013/Feb/10 ?

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  3. Patience is paramount
    "If you criticize your fellow caregivers…Be compassion…Understanding is the antidote for frustration”
    Understanding…Decisions, Changes…
    Our aging loved ones and helping others to care giving…Family member in need of help.
    Emotions of the family … own personals emotions…
    " I want, by understanding myself, to Understanding others, Be ear ly, not late”
    2012 Feb 22 @ 10:30 …
    Dreams 48hr - 20Fri (00:00hr) - 22Sun (06:45hr) [God + Human + Brain + My Dreams]…read?
    From: Jean Mathew [mailto:jean.mathew@gmail.com]
    Sent: Friday, February 24, 2012 12:08
    Subject: FW: 24/2/11 : Christ is coming with clouds / Deciding on a Life of Godliness
    "I am the Alpha and the Omega," says the Lord God, "who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty."


    http://photoshealingwords.blogspot.com/2012/02/v-behaviorurldefaultvmlo_13.html?spref=bl

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  4. ________________________________________
    From: Jean Mathew [mailto:jean.mathew@gmail.com]
    Sent: Thursday, February 23, 2012 21:24
    Subject: RE: 23/2/11 : There was great wisdom in the prayer
    When evildoers assail me, uttering slanders against me, my adversaries and foes, they shall stumble and fall.
    This is why when someone does anything against you,always bless and pray for them, because GOD got your back!!

    http://jeanmathew.blogspot.com/







    ________________________________________
    Cc: 'Jean Mathew'
    Subject: 17 Feb : Life is worship.
    Everything you do is an act of worship. You see, we often think of worship as what we are gathered here to do this morning.
    If you think this church service is worship, you are only partially correct about the essence of worship. While our singing, praying,
    and reading of God’s Word are the elements of public worship, they are not what worship is; they are simply what worship does.

    With Prayers,
    Chicago S.T.E.C.I Parish Members

    Photo taken @ Bloomingdale, IL


    mailto:bishopthomasabraham@steci.org]
    Sent: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 05:41
    To: Jean Mathew
    Subject: Re: 28/Feb/2012 :And here is the mind which hath wisdom.
    Loving Jean,

    We praise God for your blessed life .
    You are in the arms of our blessed Saviour, who will wipe away our tears and pains one day.

    Maranatha !

    Bishop Thomas Abraham
    On Tue, Feb 28, 2012 at 4:22 PM, Jean Mathew wrote:
    To him who overcomes...
    The Lord will grant to sit with Him on His throne. Just as He overcame and sat down with His Father on His throne.

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  5. ________________________________________
    From: Jean Mathew [mailto:jean.mathew@gmail.com]
    Sent: Monday, February 27, 2012 03:38
    Subject: 27/Feb/2012 :And here is the mind which hath wisdom.
    And they threw dust on their heads and were crying out, weeping and mourning, saying, ‘Woe, woe, the great city,
    in which all who had ships at sea became rich by her wealth, for in one hour she has been laid waste!’
    Rejoice over her, O heaven, and you saints and apostles and prophets, because God has pronounced judgment for you against her.”
    And every shipmaster and every passenger and sailor, and as many as make their living by the sea, stood at a distance,
    and were crying out as they saw the smoke of her burning, saying, ‘What city is like the great city?

    When shall These Things Be? (The destruction of the temple)
    What shall be the sign of thy coming? (His return to the Earth)
    At any time our Lord could come in the air for us - but NO ONE knows that time.
    America is known as the most powerful nation, and has influenced countries all over the world. America can do basically whatever it wants to .
    Sounds like a description of an Boeing, not touching the ground??
    The plane came in from the west even though it was originally traveling west.
    " Ephraim's glory will fly away like a bird" ( Hosea 9:11);
    "I did send down fire and destroy them" (III Nephi 9:11).
    These prophecies reveal that God will never allow the world to be destroyed and that one day Christ will return in the midst of a great world crisis
    to bring peace and justice. Let us make sure that when the prophecy of 2nd Corinthians ch 5 vs 10-11 is fulfilled He will say to us “well done
    good and faithful one” and not “depart from Me into punishment you who practice disobedience.”
    On what factors, other than the will of God, does reversing an adverse prophecy depend? Prayers and word of mouth help.
    Yet, the prophetic method must be recognized as deserving respectful attention, which is to say, these actions also help:
    advocacy and financial support.
    The Lord continually reaches out to us. Lamentations 3:21-23 assures us:
    "This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope. It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because His compassions fail not.
    They are new every morning. Great is thy faithfulness."
    As we approach this 10th Anniversary of the 9-11 attacks on our country...
    666 is the number of man because man was created on the 6th day of creation, and it signifies "fallen man" since man comes short of God's perfection,
    which number is 777. (See "the mark of the beast", Rev. 13:18.)
    11/11/11 is also 11 x 6 years from 1945 when WWII ended.
    {Remembrance Day has long been expanded in some countries to include veterans of all wars, especially here in the US and Canada.
    WWII is what most people now think of during Remembrance Day.)
    11/11/11 is also the 11th year since 9/11, which was associated with the number eleven in a great many ways,
    one of which was that 9/11 was 111 days before the New Year.
    As we read this morning in that one Psalm, “If riches increase, don’t set your heart on them. Keep your heart set on the Lord”.
    Bible Prophecy, are
    “What is going to happen next in the world?”
    “What does the Bible have to say about the events of the Last Days?”
    Seek God. God is never wrong. Power comes only through the Lord Jesus Christ
    Do My will, the work that I called you to do
    My Christian at the dream in vivid colorg was from God!
    Father, help us. Lord we are so prone, in the weakness of our flesh, to fail even as others.
    O God, we want that our heart should always be steadfast, unmovable, as we seek the Lord
    . His will. His way. Lord help us, we pray, to ever be faithful to Your word, to Your covenant.
    O Lord, we want that our lives should please You, in all things.
    May Your Holy Spirit, Father, correct us when we go astray.
    Lord chasten us, whenever necessary, to keep us on your path. In Jesus’ name,
    Amen.

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  6. Subject: 26/Feb/2012 : Fear God, and give glory to him ...
    Fear God and give glory to him; for the hour of his judgment is come - The joyful message is properly this, that the hour
    of God's judgment is come. And hence is that admonition drawn, Fear God and give glory to him.
    They who do this will not worship the beast, neither any image or idol whatsoever. And worship him that made -
    Whereby he is absolutely distinguished from idols of every kind.
    The heaven, and the earth, and the sea, and fountains of water - And they who worship him shall be delivered when
    the angels pour out their phials on the earth, sea, fountains of water, on the sun, and in the air.

    With Prayers,
    Chicago S.T.E.C.I Parish Members

    Photo taken @ Bloomingdale, IL









    ________________________________________
    From: Jean Mathew [mailto:jean.mathew@gmail.com]
    Sent: Saturday, February 25, 2012 06:05
    To: 'Jean Mathew'; Jeethu Anuj Mathew (jeethu.mathew@gmail.com); Sajin (sajinit@gmail.com); 'jifran@gmail.com'; Tom C Jose (tomcjose55@yahoo.co.in); 'vertovecj@hotmail.com'; 'Caroline Deskin'
    Whenever we gather to worship Let’s not hide behind a façade; Instead, let’s be open and honest With others and also with God.

    —Sper (WWW.odb.org)


    5 mar -> 5 day = 10/MAR/ 2011 .... here@LEX...IL... (1/MAR/2012)
    Lexington,IL :) , ProCure + TZM, Port - Chemo ...
    confusion, problems, trouble concentrating;
    cancer brain Astrocytoma and dec 2011 got Glioblastoma ...Aphasia ,Loss of language, Apraxia ...

    March 1st 2008 I was taken to UIC Medical Center , Chicago with some seizure activity and syncopal episode and

    aphasia ... Dr. Hersonskey Neurosurgery @ 2008 UIC / 2010 Provena Saint Joseph Medical Center ... I underwent

    surgical awake resection craniotomy :-)

    2010 Mar: The latest MRI report taken on 10 Nov 2010 says that there is no evidence of recurrence

    : There was no recurrence of tumor for these 2.5 years. Mar 2nd week’s MRI was clean and Jul 1st week’s MRI shows

    recurrence. I am undergoing awake-craniotomy with speech mapping to remove tumor and cyst that formed in my left

    side of brain. Surgery is scheduled on 19th Aug 2011 at Provena Saint Joseph Medical Center - Joliet.

    Avastin treatment at CDH Cancer Center.

    Feb 2012 The NovoTTF ... Feb 2, 2012 CDH ProtonCure....
    Chemotherapy (Avatin) + novocure + ProtonCure (radiation therapy + Temodar – 4-5 week)

    see my photo Blog...
    https://picasaweb.google.com/114357083813497450464/BibleVerseCollection?authkey=Gv1sRgCOz05dng7N_e3wE

    Jan 20: Dreams? 11pm to 4am morning? Musical like ... Renaissance! Awake. or read meditation ... or "God healing

    words spokes through His word".

    http://photoshealingwords.blogspot.com/2012/02/v-behaviorurldefaultvmlo_13.html

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    From: sister tessy [mailto:sistessy@gmail.com]
    Sent: Saturday, March 03, 2012 03:16
    To: anila.varghese; amalavinod; deepsrose; elvin abraham; Mathew Tom; maya; tony; srnoelrose@gmail.com; soumyastephen85; Tennyson Thomas; tintu; tintujosephk; varun joseph; jspjames; jean.mathew; jjputhussery; jporiyath; annamariamathew9
    Subject: A special Lent thought

    Dear,

    a special Lent thought.... as we go through fasting and prayers these days....

    with love and prayers....

    Sr.Tessy

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  8. http://jeanmathew.blogspot.com/2012/02/we-add-self-control-to-knowledge.html

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  9. Last dream I remember 11/3/12 - Good vision - God Beless ... I love fiends ... my family, I lost....my mind, Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? While the butterfly does not "cause" the tornado in the sense of providing the energy for the tornado, it does "cause" it in the sense that the flap of its wings is an essential part of the initial conditions resulting in a tornado...
    Life is full of... the unknown, My past... appreciate… life .. I wish...i lived far away... miss Mittu... Tomorrow...I will start my day all over again... bored as heck feeling now... 1/3 Key

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